i hate when i miss u :(

i hate every moment wn u r nt with me,
i hate every moment wen i have to walk alone,
i hate wn i have to say i miss u and can't hold ur hand..

to say.. " i love u ".

i hate each and every moment wn i have to breath alone..
and u r nt with me..



i love .. wn i walk inside ur eyes..
kisses u softly..
holding ur hands and hugs u tightly,
feeling the warmth of ur love and feels secure.

but life is not so easy shona..
it gives more opportunities to hate thn luv u..

i love u more and more besides any more hatered around..

urs childhood poem...

wen u r sad feeling bad ... :-(
a person, who make u smile :-D
makes u feel ...
dat sum one cares for u .. B-)
dere is a kind word n kind smile ... :-)
dat will be ur company..
through out ur life.....
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wen d sky is dark n sadly sings the shark...
sum one who make u smile...
all it turns from blue to white .. :-0

cheering u wid..?
love that makes the day beautiful
to let u do little work....

N
a little play..

N
there is a sweet smile... :-)
making u forget worries for a while ... %-)
so keep smiling as u luk best wid smile... :-)

some words by her...

dreams ...

d days have gone by!
but the thoughts remain deep within !
d nights have gone by!
but d dreams r stil alive! lukng forward to think again...
lukng forward to dream again...

As
d sun looks upon me wid a new hope!
N
d moons cheers me wid smile...
As
d waves rise n d tides fall
nd pain grows n laughters slows ...
at last...?
Thoughts remain thoughts!
Dreams everlasting dreams!
In life ... who plays d best! he loose d most!
D only eternal thing in life is reality...
which is not easy to face... (02/05/2010)
(1:58 a.m.)

Moments....

I wanna hold on those moments...
Before I met u you... I never felt like this...
As I was just like mathematics , which is not easy to solve.
Or may be a Question which remain unanswered.
Sometime... i give a deep look in my hands, which line bring you in my life...
Sometime I think ! its all done by our destiny.
Who had planned everything for us ...
I wanna hold on those moments when you make my life easy and smooth

I just wanna hold on those moment when i am with you,
Just like tear in ur eye.
Who is always with you , in urs joys and sorrow.
I dont’t wanna palace of gold...
I want a place a where i can hold on...
When I am with you....i don’t find anyone....
All these moment are precious to me....
All I wanna to hold on those moments...when we are together...

I wanna hold on those moment when I dream...
You made me believe that dreams also come true...
By giving a gift of love you added a new meaning to my life....
By getting you...I got all the happiness in my life.
As I got the best person in my life.
The moment I took a place in ur heart....
I really feel like holding those moment...
When you show full trust on me and never let me think negative...when you support me and stand by me...

I wanna hold on those moment...
When ur cute nose become red suddenly
At the same time my hit fit hero turn into a baby
The way you say....dont talk to me!!!
And I say nothing....
And suddenly you say.... you are bad not even stopping me....
Some time stubborn.....some time naughty....
But always make me smile....
You are the one who understands me well and accept me the way I am....
I wanna hold on each little moment.... As each little moment is very special to me.....but we have no hold on moments....as moment can be cherish only.....

If I have to wish something for me... I would wish:

a life ...
to be with u.. to live all my dreams with you...

years ...
to be with u , to cherish each and every single minute of it,
that makes me feel how special is me with you..
not to make you bore .. After “me four”
but holding your hand walking near a sea shore…..

months..
to sing all my love songs which i sings when i am with you and feeling wise,
and still trying to sing .. " i just call to say I love you " ..
gosh !! but i am not able to... as my heart beats always get rise..


weeks ....
to share all my joys and sorrows with you.. To laugh loudly like "ravan”..
to cry like a stupid boy who just started to live his life ..
depends on u like u r his wife.. a buddy... a teacher.. and a stupid, naughty, a beautiful girl-friend with beautiful smile..

days..
to spend endless talk with you...
as it was never enough for me to how long to be with you..
to call u any time..
just to say hii... or i miss u or to listen your voice early on the bed..
to feel I am safe and secure under your love shed..

minutes..
to spare.. to tease you..
to please you..
to make u smile..
to giggle for a while…
after achieving.. my day becomes a worthwhile.

moments..
to hold that moment,
looking deeper in your eyes..
holding my breath to say :
“I love you ’’..


But more to add here my princess..
I remember the day when I proposed to u to say:
“Will u become my wife.. my life..”
Those moments are not going to come.. but makes me softly cry..
Let those tears come out.. which was under sky..
Waiting for these moments.. cant hold them I don’t know why ??

enough I said…
just wanted to remind .. don’t leave me ever..
this stupid guy have nothing apart you..
love me naa, my pucchu forever..

each dreams is unfulfilled.. when I dint saw u ..

read it some where
“ love me for the reason.. and let the reason is to be love.

एक शख्स आता है याद ..

ज़िन्दगी की इस भागादौडी मै..
कब, कहा , कौन ,कैसे, कोई ?
मुझसे कही टकरा जाये..
और ..कब , कहा , कैसे , कोई..
" मैं " से " हम " हो जाये..

कभी इसी कश्मकश मै ,
ज़िन्दगी एक सुनहरा खाब बन जाये..
सपनो के परो पर संजोया हुआ,
बादलो की बीच अपना एक छोटा सा घर नज़र आये..

खाबों की कड़ी जब जुड़ती जाये,
तो मेरे हमसफ़र के साथ गुज़रा हर लम्हा ,
सुनहरी याद बन जाये..

यादों के झरोखों में झांक के देखू,
तो कभी तो जोरो की हंसी आए..
तो कभी आँखों में मोती बन जाये..

रोज़ नए सपने बुनना ,
रोज़ इठलाना..रूठना फिर मनाना..
कभी बचपन, कभी लड़कपन, तो कभी अपनापन
जीवन का हर अर्थ ही सार्थक हो जाए॥

हर रोज़ सच्चाई से रूबरू होना..
फिर भी दिल में एक तसल्ली देना..
की एक नयी सुबह ..नयी रोशनी के साथ आयेगी..
जहा पर ,"मै" से कभी तो "हम" होना ..
आँखों मै नमी ना कम होना..
दिल की बेचैनी का, ना कम होना..
अब सिर्फ उस दिन का ही इन्तेज़ार है..
शायद इसी का नाम "प्यार" है ...

आशा और निराशा,,

सांझ का सूरज ढल गया है..
काली बदरा छाई है..
निराश है मेरा तन-मन..,
शायद फिर वही सुबह आई है...

हताश हू, निराश हू, बदहवाश हू..
एक ऐसी पवन आई है..
वीरान है वो सारी दुनिया , वो सारे सपने..
रह गयी तो बस अब तन्हाई है !

फूल भी अब खुशबु नहीं देते..
शायद ये मेरी सच्चाई है..
इस सुबह का नहीं था इंतज़ार ..
होंसला ना डगमगाए उस पल पर नहीं था एतबार ..

मगर सच तो ये है...
अब तो दिन में ही काली बदरा छाई है..
ऐसी सुबह का कौन करे इंतज़ार ?
जहा सिर्फ और सिर्फ निराशा ही हाथ आई है..